Saw the movie Sex in the City last night. I won't give it away but, I balled the whole way through it and I don't even watch the show that much!
Haven't been to sleep yet again. I woke up at 10 yesterday and haven't slept since.
Me and Ella are going to visit Nick today for his first mothers day.
After everything thats happened with me and him, is it really worth it, I wonder?
I love him I really do but, What if he hurts me again. It would be so much harder because Ella's actually here now. I'm so torn about this that I don't know what to do. and No one understands because my mom is pretty much the only close family member I have that still likes him and sees the good in him that I see. My dad and sister don't get it so I simply don't talk about Nick in front of them because when they say something mean about him, I automatically defend him because 1) I love him! 2) Ella doesn't need to hear that.
Ughhhh, advice?
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